always.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

Guess who's here

Hello ! Guess who's this here posting for this little bitch who went to taiwan w/o packing me inside her luggage !
Saturday morning , i went all the way down to airport with zhenning to send Jade off :)
Apparently , it's Jade/mine first time having someone to send her off / sending someone off !
Sad that she already left okay ):
Sent her to departure hall , and bid farewell , hais !
I bet she was thinking of some drama like .....
Me shouting her name , reluctant to let her go . & she running back to me , reluctant to leave ..
HAHA ! then what hug each other shit :D

walao .. i miss her ):
and she's missing a few practices of band okay -.- , asshole .
am posting for you okay , bitch .
Better love me well ! (:(:

Shall post tomorrow x)

Friday, December 25, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN!
MERRY CHRISTMAS; HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Okay, as promised, i will continue from my previous post. I think alan wasnt surprised at all by what we've planned for him because dont know who told him. But oh well, at least we buy him a cake okay! Hope he is happy today, yeah. Ohoh, did i tell you that we took the leftovers and do make up on him? With raw egg and root beer. Muahahah. Yumyum.
After that, went to amk hub to buy a small sling bag because i got to put my stuff during my trip to taiwan tomorrow. Cost 22 bucks! :( And tiffany didnt answer my call! Supposed to meet her at 7pm to pass her my present. :(:(:(:( hmm, shopped around with yokpin and met shinrong to pass him his present! (: After that went home and last but not least, went to give the present i bought to my parents. heh, kind of happy that they are happy! love my parents loads laa.
Now im here, blogging before i go taiwan tomorrow.

Hah, im going taiwan from 26th december 2009 - 2 jan 2010. Excited for my 8 days trip tomorrow with my family, and yokpin etc said they want to send me off and you know, my flight is like at 8 plus lor! Love them lah, so sweet of them can! {: Hahah. Oh, if you want to text me, feel free to do so, because i will be leaving my handphone at home to rot.

Okay, and seriously uh, THANKS EVERYBODY WHO WISHED ME MERRY CHRISTMAS, AND ALSO THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO GAVE ME PRESENTS AND ALSO THANKS TO PEOPLE WHO TOLD ME TO HAVE A FUN TRIP IN TAIWAN! :D So sweet laa. I really love christmas more and more k! I really enjoyed christmas this year lor! omg, i feel like i really love everyone nowadays :D Seriously luh, thanks everyone! hahahah{:

Okay laa, i want to say MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR once again! :D
Kind of sad that i cant celebrate new year countdown with bandmates again like what happened for the christmas countdown. )): but i will be wishin' everyone happy new year in my heart kzxz!
hahah, andand, i will buy souvenirs for alotalotalot people when im in taiwan, dont worry laa! and ohoh, hope everyone like my presents and cards for xmas ((:

k la, i will stop blogging till i come back from taiwan. will blog everythin' k, be patient (:
and i really enjoyed myself yesterday for the countdown in my house,
and i kind of enjoyed myself today too!
thanks yokpin & tiffany who go out with me most of the time to prepare christmas(:

birthday boy! ~

BYEBYE PEOPLE(: MERRY CHRISTMAS!

MERRY CHRISTMAS! & HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
Also, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALAN LAU
Sorry i hadnt been posting for days, because im seriously busy preparing chistmas gifts for loads of people im grateful towards to and also to my really good friends. Busy with tiffany, and believe it or not, doing all these is seriously exhausting and cost you tons of time. But its all worth it because at the end, you will get to see the smiles on the people faces who recieve the gifts from you. That will be enough to satisfy my christmas. When they are happy, i feel even happier. Hah, so yeah. Dont care about time and money, the smiles on the people you love and care are the best [:

Alright, let me summarise what happened yesterday. Tiffany and I wanted to go to everybody's house (only those we made gifts & cards for) to pass them the things we bought for them. Well, at the end we only managed to go yongren's, kumar's & jiaxing's house and also meet seowting to pass her the presents. damn tiring :{ and what's worse, the gifts are heavy! So, to make it easier, we both organise a countdown at night at my house. Seriously, we had a hard time doing all the callings and smses. Heheh, but at the end, quite a number turned up, which are tiffany yongren zhenning joseph james jackson alan shinrong hongwen nixon keqi. Some couldnt make it and its so wasted :( wanted to celebrate together but cannot ley! saad. especially yokpin, xinying, seowting etcetc couldnt come. okay, so all of us arrived and at 11.55am, we were rushin' to get to my house to countdown, but at the end we were late! ): hah, wasted ~
And they all were damn noisy in my room lah! Messed up the whole place zomgwtf. But it was fun though, damn funny lah, all of them! Go taupok Alan (cuz its his birthday) in my room with the others, and seriously my room isnt tht big lor. k, then most of them went home at 2am plusplus, while some others went to cycling and joseph jackson alan slacked in my room. it was damn freaking funny at what happened that time lah! laugh until stomachache can!
yeah lah, like that lor. 5am plusplus they went mac while i went to sleep because i was seriously damnn tired.

Woke up by the call from Joseph. its like still 12pm plus. Im still damn tired :( Wanted to sleep more, but now... People who wanted to celebrate christmas at ECP today all came to my house so suddenly for dont know what reason. My house like shop like that sial! Anytime want come also can come, anytime want go also can go. Hahah, but i dont mind because im enjoying myself too(:
heh, tell you a secret. We are going to buy alan's cake now to celebrate his birthday and alan has no idea about it. I want to splash him 1.5l later! :D cheers ~ I hope he is surprised [:

i will post again later, i promise!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

3 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS;
TIME TO GIVE & TAKE! :D
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Hohoho, Merry Christmas! 3 more days to christmas! Im hella excited please! :D
Tiffany & I planned something to make people happy. Yeah, happy!
Its an surprise, so i got to keep it a secret.
But i can definitely tell you all this, that im making handmade cards to give out to people i want, and its taking me tons of time man.
My hands are aching mad right now, just like the time when i made for practically everyone in my class. There's still mad many to go! Heh, believe me or not, i took 30 mins - 1 hour to finish the front cover of only one card. I dont care, I dont care. Whenever i start making a card, i MUST make it really pretty. Hope the people i give will like them kayzxz.(:
I seriously love this year's christmas, because this is my first time doing all these stuff. Even though its tedious and seriously make me fucking broke to buy the cards materials and presents, butbut, i love it when i see the smiles on my friends who recieved them. Thats what christmas is for isnt it, everyone happy equals you happy too! Dont care burn money or what, once in a year wont die! {: And im also enjoying myself when im making those cards, so who cares if its tiring or not. hahahah. Ohoh, and while doing the cards, to have more 'feel', i went to listen Basshunter - Jingle Bells. Im just hella crazy.

Anyway, i'll continue doing the cards. Wont be posting so soon!
AND IM SO FKIN' EXCITED FOR MY TAIWAN TRIP ON THE 26TH DEC TO 2 JAN!

EVERYONE BE HAPPY!(: CHRISTMAS COMIN'! Im just so fkin hypered up. haha!

Sunday, December 20, 2009

Hehee, had a great sleep! 15 hours of sleep, and i felt great.
Nothing like a nice sleep with a comfortable bed, pillow, bolsters and of course, AIR CON! :D
Didnt went out today because i want to rest. I want to go out asap! Cause,
I GOT TO PLAN WHAT TO BUY FOR CHRISTMAS FOR EVERYBODY!
Butbut, i think im going to have not enough time, because i feel like buying for all of my friends. The problem is i've not enough money! I got $80 +++, which wouldnt be enough! Thats basically why i got to plan. Or should i just make cards for everyone?!
Christmas is so confusing :( but i just cant wait for Christmas! :D 5 more days.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Im superly pissed right now, and this happens so rarely.
Frustrated to tears. Thats how angry i am, thats how pissed off i am.
Normally it would be my parents making me like that, but no.
This time it isnt, its a totally different case. Its the case i had never expected.
I dont want to scold right now, it wouldnt make any difference at all. Instead, it would make situations worse and problems would come drowning me again.
So, I'll fucking endure all these crap until one day. Until that one day, i would endure these frustrations and hatred within me. And at that one day, when i feel that i cannot endure anymore, I promise, promise that I'll fucking scold my lungs out until Im satisfied. That's that.
I would not elaborate anything about what happened.
All i know is i would not forget this fucking thing that made me like that. And what's worse is camp is just over and i should be happy resting. And what the fuck happened?
Nevermind.

Well, sorry i hadnt post for days. Because there's camp. Well, exhausting like mad. That's what everybody would say i guess. Butbut, there's some fun times during the camp which are going to be another part of my memory. Oh, and i thought i would be happily smiling and laughing after this camp. Yes i am, but i cant after some idiots spoilt my mood real badly. And now, more frustrating thing is happening. Wow, great timing for everything to happen at one go. Great.
Okay, no more frustraing words, its making me even more angry :( Anyway, hope everybody rest well.

And, YuWei's back from China! She told me she bought some kind of trombone thing for me. Dont know got what man one! I dont know what she is talking but she said its a display. I dont know what exactly it is but i want to see it soon! Thanks a mil. I promise i'll buy back something from Taiwan for her too :) Andand, when yuwei's back, yokpin's gone :( She went to genting! She would confirm buy alot alot chewing gums de! Can't wait for my fruit gummy :DDDD And seriously, she's always gone at the time when i want to tell her all of my frustrations and troubles and vent it out all together. After which i would keep asking what to do and she would try her best to help me. Then this would lead to loads and tons of laughters and it would eventually cheer me up. She's always gone at the wrong timing! But at least still got that Fish!

Oh plus, im so not going to do my holiday assignments. So dont ask me already oh please. Why would i do my homework when there's only 2 weeks of holidays left? I would wait till the teachers to rush us when im back at school. Heh, i doubt many people would do it anyway, tssh.

well, bye.

Friday, December 11, 2009

Im really tired after a long exhausting day. But its real fun i guess.
Woke up at 10.30am, and was suppose to meet tiffany, nixon, yongren, kumar, junhao, alan and jackson at 12pm. And guess what, they were late by an hour. Except for me and junhao. I shouldnt had woke up so early, damn tired :( Okay, then we went to lan to play L4D2.
Goodplayers one team, and most of the badplayers the other team. Like seriously! But oh well, we got win some of the rounds. But i was super pissed off because i kept dying. We played for 3 hours and its really a long torturing game k. It was fun though.
Then met yokpin, zhenning, hongwen and wenshan on the way. Aft that we went separate ways with tiffany and the rest while i went with yokpin and co. Went home and rested a while before meeting zhenning and yokpin again to go visit simjiaxing at his house again! We took taxi there and it cost us 13 bucks. Ohmygoddd. His house is damn far from angmokio okay! Reached and chatted for an hour or so. His parents were really friendly and his cat was damn cute lah. The cat let yokpin touch but when i was about to touch it, it ran damn far away. Can't even take picture!! Hope Jiaxing get well soon!! Wlau, i cant stop saying that. Because its saddening to see him like that loh. At 8pm we left and went to tpy for me to collect sectional tee shirt.
Walked with yokpin around tpy for a while and i saw this really nice shirt/jacket at bossini {?}. I wanted to buy it, but it costs 79.90! So fucking expensive, so i reserved it and want to ask my mother for money to buy it (: And i bought something that costs 55.50. Heartbreaking.
Homed at 11pm.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Hello (: Visited JiaXing with the rest today, and he looks really injured. Real sad to see him like that, really hope he get well soon man! :D jiayou.

Yeah, thats all i want to say. BYE!

Well, its haikal's birthday today.
so, HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY HAIKAL!(:
may your wishes come true.

uh, i wish also no use, because i doubt he would even come to my blog lor! oh well, nevermind :D
anyway hope he'll have a wonderful day today.

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okay, band today. im really tired as i slept at 3am plus yesterday. so exhausting, and regretful! should have slept earlier. :( but oh well, its fun today.
hmm, oh and jiaxing had a really bad accident, and i hope he'll take care and recover fast! zomg, so scary and worrying. tomorrow going with some others to visit him. heh, hope he's feeling well!

oh okay, im tired. well, bye!

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

hello, im really exhausted now. super tired, really.
i've started watching a taiwan drama, hotshot. well yes, im really lag.
ohoh, and i really am in love wih my itouch! just that people seriously keep wanting to play with my itouch, making me not have a chance to play :( ah, im sad. nah, im not.
i've nothing much to say, so i've decided to stop here.

and im more and more not enthu about blogging. i dont feel like blogging and i dont want to blog. im lazy to blog as well. so be patient for my posts k? bye viewers

Saturday, December 5, 2009

finally i know how to transfer songs to my itouch and so, thanks to shinrong! and thank him for lending me razor ear piece which cost like 90 bucks.
oh yeah and also thank yokpin for lending me all 4 twilight books, heh.
andand, super cool thing is i found a website to download korean songs. was uber happy k.

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im really tired today :( really!
woke up at 9am and went to J8 mrt by taxi to meet yokpin and hongwen for jogging at bishan stadium. jackson and alan followed us too, and after jogging slacked under some HDB blocks because its rainin'. dicussed sectional tee design with all of them and halfway through jackson had a stomach ache. As there's no toilets nearby the block, he ran to knock on other people houses to asked if he could use their toilets or not. Well, expectedly, he didnt managed to meet any kind souls because out of all the houses, all of the people gave him excuses and he aint allowed to use the toilet. Typical Singaporean Style. (: heheh, really funny lol!
yeah, and then other bandmates met up with us to slack together i guess. aft that went to tpy to meet nixon and yongren for the sectional tee. it took us a long time to get everythin' done, seriously. and its 30 bucks for one clothes! expensive, yes its damn expensive. D: but no matter how i think of it, i didnt really bothered because its trombone sectional tee shirt. (:
Got everythin' done and went home with tiffany, yongren and nixon by bus.
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oh and got to start tuition next week. twice a week. fucked up :( i dont want, but have to. and its sad okay, because my mother got a job for me to do. 6 hours at 30 bucks, flyer distribution. but its on the 17th dec! got bandcamp, thats why its so disappointing! i need cash!

Friday, December 4, 2009

Lily Allen, SS501, SHINee, T-Max!(:
Heheh, got loads of their songs and tranferred them into itunes. But the problem is i dont know why my itouch and itunes can't sync together! :( shinrong's coming over to my house and help out while yokpin and hongwen coming!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

2 pieces of great news to share!(:

firstly, got my itouch gmasked(:
ohmygod im so happy, even though its kind of heartbreaking because its 39 bucks. Butbut its absolutely worth it! heh, went to Junction 8 with the usuals after slacking at zhenning's house. was rushin' them to accompany me to go bishan because i want to get my itouch gmasked asap! finally made them get out from zhenning's house. do you know how difficult it is... :{ lucky yokpin's there. heheh, went to J8 happily because i felt tht i hadnt went out since the time im sick. the feelings good to go out again. okay, reached tht gmask store and started hunting for designs. i seriously took a long time fliping those booklets that contain all the skin designs and even asked yokpin & zhenning to hunt for me because there's seriously alot. heh, and i've made my decision with the help of the employee. zomg so pretty! i feel like im in love with my itouch once again. yeah, in love! bought a pouch that cost 12 bucks. seriously im spending money too fast. like seriously really expensive! but nevermind, its pink so who cares. heh.

secondly, my mother bought for me one of lily allen albums
yayay, was happy because i cant find any sites to download. heh, but its expensive. 20 bucks! :(
but i dont think i care, because ilovelilyallen! ;D i think she likes pink too! heheheh.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

I went to buy Secondary 3 books today and i was in fact delighted, to see the new books i'll be going to learn next year! The thicker the books are, the more happy i get. Weird isnt it? {: But Joseph is makin' me feel depressed by saying that pure sciences textbooks are heavier, making me feel so lousy among those who are E10 and above taking pure science :( Ohwell, what to do? My science is lousy even though how hard i memorise those bloody concepts!
And i seriously need to pack my room tomorrow to pack my ohsolovable new books. I want to pack my whole messy room and throw away those old books. heh, and those new books make me have the feelin' to study, because its new. I can't wait to study pure geography!
Oh and i didnt went to gmask my itouch today :( Heh, but im going to do it tomorrow at bishan. And yayayay going to meet yokpin tomorrow. heh, anyway congrats to symphonic ncos for gettin' through the hell camp!

Yes hello! Ive finally seen the light to everythin' (: my mood's great now.
yesyes, thanks to the anonymous - on my tagboard and shinrong who both gave me an really great idea i've never thought of until they told me. i've found a solution to the scratches of my itouch - GMASK!! {Although its going to be expensive, no doubt about it} i dont understand why am so stupid not to think about it. >: to think about how pissed i am before that.
ohmygod im so excited to get my itouch to be Gmasked, into PINK! ilovepink yes i do. Even thought of havin' those blingblings to be pink. it'll surely cost around 50 plus, no doubt. and my mother is really reasonable and loving as always, taking the initiative to give me the money to go do it. tomorrow i think i may either go bishan/plaza sing to gmask my itouch. excited.
ooooooooh and also buy my secondary 3 books. i didnt buy today because i overslept until 3pm and the bookshop closes at 3pm so yeah.

alright, its late now. got to go sleep!
bye!

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Im pissed off. Oh yes i am so fuckin' pissed off.
Practically like feeling the anger runnin' through my veins
Boiling with anger yes im so pissed off till i can cry _'_
Feel like fuckin' throwin' things around especially my bloody itouch
Guess what?

the muthafkin' bloody rubber cover i bought for my itouch is the worse!! _'_
i've regretted it like muthafkin' much okay!! ARGH, thinkin' about it makes my blood boil
there's dust/sand trapped inside the fkin' rubber cover, thus scratchin' the back of my itouch. i've realised it just now when i took the cover off. so many muthafkin' scratches!!!!!! FKING PISSED OK. and my itouch is only like a week old! and all these scatches appear because of the fking cover i bought from the apple store! its really fuck up to see those scratches. really fucked up la!! WALAO EH _'_ _'_ _'_

THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES MY BLOOD BOIL AND I EVEN THOUGHT OF SUEING THE WHOLE COMPANY DOWN. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW PISSED OFF AM I TO THE EXTEND I EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT THAT NONSENSE? FUCK LA. x billion

my itouch.. i dont even want to touch it now because when i see those scratches it would make me really pissed off. i dont care already la, i asked my parents to ask if can change itouch or not which is near to impossible but who cares? fuck it just try. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!!
I DONT EVEN WANT TO LOOK AT MY ITOUCH IN THIS STATE _'_

Aw, i miss yokpin. :( Didnt saw her since 18th Nov. Kind of long already, felt like i didnt talk to her for decades, somehow. Because we're sick these days and can't meet up. Ahh... Oh but im in the same class as her for the next 2 years. Heh, yay? Same stream somemore.

Just want to say that im really really really bored at home! Bored till i dont feel like doing anything at all, and i ended up sitting on the floor of my room, staring into space day dreaming. Really, and that sucks big time :( Had my itouch updated but those games were just trails and that sucks too. And worse of all i couldnt find any sites to download Lily Allen's Albums for my itouch which sucked even more. The other thing that made me pissed off too is my internet connection sucks big time and its lagging like hella. Oh and i give up, i seriously can't live without any shows that interest me. Hopefully i can find something to watch asap that can kill most of my time at home. Ohfuckshit i've too much time to spare.
Im going to buy Secondary 3 books on monday, and start my muthafkin' tuition and start studying and start doing revision whatsoever asap. But before that, as usual, going to wrap up all my books and pack my messy room for 2010. Am excited next year and its going to be a busy year. Talking about secondary 3, i think that all of the holidays next year wouldnt be relaxing because 2011 i would be secondary 4 and got my Os. Shit, another year with major exams much? :( 5 tuitions a week huh? Guess so. And i still can't get over the fact that im in E9! &%$#@% Thinkin' about it makes me alil disappointed now. Should i take extra subject?
And yeah im feelin' much better now. MUCH MUCH BETTER. Able to go out already i guess. Fever's gone but my cough is getting worse. {well its basically because i didnt eat my cough medicine} heh.

i really cant wait for sec 3.

P/S: Brennan said he looked awesome when he wear the school's long pants that he would look like kimbum's twin. Bullshit!! wtfzomgbbq.

Friday, November 27, 2009

Going to stop watchin' anime for a long period of time now
Because it would take a long time for the latest episodes to come out
Instead, im going to do something else. Secret plan, huahua (:
Im seriously bored and restless at home, :(

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Got great news to share.
I've realised im going to taiwan on the 26th december.
Which means i get to celebrate Christmas with my dearest friends!
Gift exchange too! (: Super glad.

Oh and my fever is getting better.
Just hope that it wouldnt raise again, please.
I still feel really weak though.
I seriously want everybody to get well soon! those who are sick are suffering right now, and i know it. because im sick too. heh, i want to see happy, healthy faces when i return to band! (:

Went to the doctors two days ago with a 3 day MC. However, due to the fact that just now i felt really restless and had a really terrible headache with a really really hot sensation in my body, i took my temperature with an unexpected high temperature of 39.6 degrees. Like seriously, two days ago my temperature ranged from 37 degrees to 38 degrees. And today it jumped way up today. Its terrible being sick, really terrible and scary especially when you have a really high fever. Heard from my dad that, if you have a really high fever and dont cure it asap, the heat in your forehead would kill the brain cells. Thus, causing you to have mental problems after that.
Everybody having fever, hope you all would get well asap.
I hate fever, i really hate fever. I hate eating medicine too, especially those liquid type like cough medicine. Argh, hate being sick! And the really disappointing thing is, i missed trombone sectional because of my fever. Heard that its fun, even though its only 2 hours. Why do i have to miss it? So disappointing, bloody fever! D: Plus i got to miss the symphonic band's bbq. Sigh.
Anyway, informed my dad about my raise in temperature and he immediately came back home and bring me to the doctor again. Ah, its a lil heartbreaking to spend my parents money because of me. Seeing a doctor is expensive, seriously :( Sigh, and guess what. Got another 4 days MC. That makes it 7 days MC in total. I want to recover soon, its really exhausting being sick.

Oh and my appeal failed. So i will be in E9, 307'10. Haha, actually i aint disappointed or anything. Okay, so got to buy my secondary 3 books already (: yayayay. Can't wait for sec 3, even though i know the subjects would be even more tougher than lower secondary. omg, next year upper sec already (: heheheh, yayay. Cant wait to see the guys wear long pants, it got to be real funny.

And, i've been watching kateikyoushi hitman reborn for the past few days. Real nice.

Okay byebye!